Group(s): Super Junior
Pairing(s): Kibum x Kyuhyun
Summary: What started out as just a convenient thing for them both turned into something deeper that one of them wanted while the other didn’t.
"When did it turn into something more? When did it turn into something it didn’t need to be?"
"I don’t know."
"What do you mean by that? I haven’t changed. You have."
"Because of you."
"No. Not me. You. You let your emotions take over and let what we have turned into something deeper."
"Just what is it that we have Kibum? Explain that to me."
"A fling and that's it."
"A long term one."
"No. Not long term. Convenient. It’s only something for either of us when we need release. It’s not supposed to turn out this way. It’s not supposed to be nothing more."
"But it is."
"It isn't. For you it is. For me it isn't."
"Are you saying it's my fault?"
"That things have changed? Yeah, it is. A quick fuck with no passionate kisses or lingering touches. Just quick and rough. The way it's supposed to be."
"But I don’t want that!"
"I don’t want what you want. I don’t want to commit to this. It’s supposed to be a quick fuck when either of us needs it. Nothing more."
"So what? Is this goodbye?"
"Sounds like it."
"A break up."
"We can't break up if we weren't together."
"No, we weren't but you, yourself turned it into a relationship. I had always thought of it the same."
"Why are you so cold?"
"This isn't being cold Kyuhyun."
"Then what is it? You’re not even going to try to see it how I see it. To make it happen. To make this into something more. You don't give a fuck at all."
"Why should I try when we both know that this started out as a quick fuck and as replacement for what we can’t have? For whom we can't have."
"That was the beginning. Things have changed."
"Get this through your head Kyuhyun, you've changed. I haven’t."
"I KNOW THAT!"
"NO YOU DON'T!"
"YES I DO!"
"IF YOU DID THEN YOU WOULD GET WHAT I'M SAYING!" Kibum shouted, grabbing onto the front of Kyuhyun's shirt and slamming him against the wall, trapping him from moving. "You’ve changed. You’ve moved on. I haven't changed. Get that through your fucking head."
"I’ve moved on."
"I’ve moved on from him to you."
"In the beginning, I used you to replace him and forget about him and now you've replaced him for real."
"Fucking yes Kyuhyun and I don’t feel that way!" Kibum exclaimed, letting go of Kyuhyun, backing away and sitting on the bed with his face in his hands.
"I don't think I will either. I don’t think I’ll be able to replace him with you for real Kyuhyun."
"If I fall in love with you would you pretend to love me too?" Kyuhyun asked, voice uneven, body slowly sliding down the wall and his butt hitting the floor with a soft thud.
"You’re uncontrollable and we are unlovable, and I don’t want you to think that I care. I never would, I never could again."
"You love Donghae but he doesn’t love you."
"You haven’t moved on. You’ve held on and not let go while he walks farther and farther away from your heart, taking it with him."
"As if it's not like the same thing with you and Zhou mi."
"It is different though."
"How is it different?" Kibum snapped, looking up at Kyuhyun.
"I loved him; he loved me, and then fell out of love with me. I continued to love him till now what I feel for him is friendship and nothing more. I’ve moved on Kibum."
"Stop being sarcastic and get over Donghae."
"Why? WHY THE HELL SHOULD I?" Kibum shouted standing on his feet and glaring daggers at Kyuhyun.
"Because maybe then you'll realize there's something there. Something between us."
"Don’t fuck with me Kibum. Quit denying it and fucking faces it like a man. There is something there. I know you feel it to. If only you stop being an ass you'll be able to fucking see that you love me too." Kyuhyun glared back at Kibum.
Kibum’s stubbornness was driving him mental.
"Just admit it Kibum."
"Why what?" Kyuhyun asked confused at what was coming out of Kibum’s mouth.
"Why should I admit it? If I admit that I feel something all that'll do is give you hope that there's a chance of us getting together when I know that I haven’t moved on yet. I’m not going to be a bastard and play with your feelings Kyuhyun."
"Make love to me." Kyuhyun demanded standing up and walking over to where Kibum sat on the bed.
"I’m not in the mood for sex right now Kyuhyun."
"Not sex, love."
"I’m not doing that either."
"I’ll make you." Kyuhyun stood in front of Kibum and tackled him to lie on the bed. Hands making quick work of Kibum’s buckle, throwing it aside and reaching for the zipper.
Kibum grabbed onto Kyuhyun’s wrists in a tight grip, tight enough for Kyuhyun to bend him arm backwards.
"I said no."
"Let go!" Kyuhyun whimpered eyes stinging with tears. His wrist was hurting so much.
Kibum instantly let go of Kyuhyun’s wrist. He hadn't meant to hurt Kyuhyun.
"Hey, you okay?" he asked, concern evident in his voice.
"Like you care." Kyuhyun snarled, body moving away from Kibum. Even when they had rough sex, not once did Kibum hurt him like this.
"I’m sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you Kyuhyun. I just wanted you to stop."
"Yeah and it worked."
"What the hell is wrong with you? Why are you pmsing god! First you were all getting me to love you then now you're acting like an ice queen."
"No that's you. You’re the ice queen. Maybe that's why Donghae left you and went to EunChun."
"No! Take it back!"
"Why? It’s true!"
"You little mother fucker!" Kibum shouted, jumping onto Kyuhyun, pinning his arms above his head one knee pressed up against Kyuhyun’s cock.
"Take. It. Back."
"Make me!" Kyuhyun stared right back into Kibum’s cold dark eyes that held nothing but hate at the moment.
Leaning down, their faces inches apart, chest against chest, Kibum stared Kyuhyun down.
"Why won't you take it back?"
Kyuhyun felt Kibum’s hot breathing in his face. His heart was starting to race. His breathing turning frantic. He was so tempted to sit up and lay flat on Kibum, surprising him and getting what he wanted. Instead Kyuhyun took a deep breath and breathed out. He controlled him. He was going to make Kibum admit it. Admit that the older boy had feelings for him as well.
"Because it's true and you know it."
"Can’t you lie?"
"And live in denial like you Kibum? No."
Kibum’s eyes once again turned cold.
It wasn't like Kyuhyun had done it on purpose. Just when Kibum was retreating, he'd say something to make the army get up and protect the prince again.
The unreachable prince. Surrounded by millions of guards protecting him from everything.
Screw controlling himself. He wanted to touch his prince now.
Sitting up, and pushing Kibum down, Kyuhyun pinned Kibum’s arms down, lips crashing onto the other, free hand getting rid of Kibum’s pants and successfully doing so. Ravishing Kibum’s lips, forcing his way in, tongues fighting for dominance, tasting each other, going over familiar territories.
"I’ll make you love me." Kyuhyun pulled away from the heated tavern of Kibum’s mouth to make his way from to his jaw then to his neck.
"You’re wrong." Kibum pushed Kyuhyun’s mouth away from his neck and tugged on his chin, crashing their lips together.
Kyuhyun’s arms automatically let go of Kibum’s hands above his head and moved them to wrap around Kibum’s neck, pressing against Kibum even closer.
Taking the opportunity, Kibum wrapped his legs around Kyuhyun’s waist and rolled them over. Hands removing Kyuhyun’s pants in a matter of seconds.
"We’re going to make love right now. There’s just no my love for you." Kibum murmured against Kyuhyun’s impatient mouth.
"You’re making love to me." Kyuhyun lips curved into a smirked.
"Shut up." Kibum growled, pulling away and biting hard into Kyuhyun’s shoulder, successfully drawing a scream out of Kyuhyun. That wasn't the only reason Kyuhyun was screaming.
A/N: The end. Sorry but I don’t write smut. ^_^"
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