sbluesnow (sbluesnow) wrote in sblue_snow,

[FIC] Wanting to Live

Title: Wanting to Live
Author: sbluesnow
Group(s): Super Junior
Main: Archive
Pairing(s): Kibum x Ryeowook
Chapter(s): OneShot
Summary: Wanting to live and not being able to has finally hit home and everything is crumbling.


"You need help."

"No I don’t. I need to live."

"Then live."

"Live for whom? For me?"



"Why not?"

"Because I’m living for others."

"Learn to live for yourself."

"It shouldn’t have to be something you need to learn. It should just happen."

"Not in this case. Stop this depressing shit and live happily. You only live once."

"What if I don’t want to live once?"


"I don’t want to live as me anymore. I want to live as someone else."

"Then life would be simpler huh?"

"Yeah it would."

"No it wouldn’t. You’d leave everyone that you know now behind and live as someone else only to love and care for others and wanting to be someone else again. It’s in human nature to care about what others think and feel."

"You don’t understand."

"I don’t. I would if you told me what's wrong."



"Why do you want to know?"

"Because I want to help."

"I don’t want it."

"Why don’t you accept my help? If you tell me then I can help you."

"This is exactly the reason why I don’t tell others what I think and feel and what hurts me."

"Because you don’t want others to get too close so you don’t get hurt?"

"I'm already hurting. The pain doesn’t even count anymore."

"Then what does?"

"The truth."

"What about it?"

"Once it's out, everything changes. I lose. I lose everything. You don't know that."

"I do. It’s happened once. It will happen again. History repeats itself."


Comments are welcomed~♥
Tags: !fanfiction, group: super junior, pairing: kibum x ryeowook
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