sbluesnow (sbluesnow) wrote in sblue_snow,

[FIC] To Love Again Chapter 4

Title: To Love Again
Chapter Title: Game over
Author: sbluesnow
Group(s): Super Junior
Main: Archive
Pairing(s): Kibum x Eunhyuk, Eunhyuk x Sungmin, Shindong x Eunhyuk, Yesung x Eunhyuk, Leeteuk x Eunhyuk
Chapter(s): 4/6
Summary: When it's not love, its hate but the feeling of love lingers. What is it then? To not love again when you're still in love, how do you forget?
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Eunhyuk’s POV

It’s almost midnight when Eunhyuk comes out of his room to put the tray of empty food in the kitchen. Ignoring the other members in the living up this late, Eunhyuk walked into the kitchen and placed the tray in the sink. He was debating on whether or not to do the dishes when Yesung called out to him.

"Yah Hyukkie, how about a little one on one?" Yesung called out from the living room, walking towards the kitchen and standing in the doorway.

"I’ll pass hyung."

"Aww come one. Don’t be like that. How about a little wager then? Hmm?"

"Wager?" asked Eunhyuk turning about to look at Yesung.

"Yup. Loser does the dishes."

"But I was about to do the dishes anyways."

Yesung raised an eyebrow at Eunhyuk then pointed at the kitchen table. On the table were the leftover foods, the dishes and cutlery used by the members. Everyone in the dorm knew that if you do the dishes you always have to wrap the leftover food and put them in the fridge. While doing that, take out whatever’s gone bad, throw it out and wash the plate or box if it’s in one. If you see anything that’s gone bad and it’s a daily food source, like milk or orange juice, then you have to write it down on the grocery list stuck on the fridge. And when you finish washing the dishes you have to towel dry everything and put them back where they belong in the cupboards. If all 15 members were home, it would take a good 45 minutes to an hour do the dishes. Even with only about half the members home, it’d still take around 20 minutes.

Eunhyuk blinked a couple times. Yesung smiled at the younger who obviously didn’t notice the table when he walked in.

"So are you up for it Eunhyuk?" Yesung asked crossing his arms, trying to look intimidating but that smile on his face ruined it.

"You’re on!" Eunhyuk said breaking into his gummy smile the first time that evening. Yesung smiled brightly at him. Whatever was troubling Eunhyuk before must have been taken care of Yesung thought.
Eunhyuk left the dishes in the sink, walked over to Yesung and draped an arm over the older’s shoulder.

"I’m so going to win."

"Like hell you are."

"Hyung! This is video games that we’re playing. I’m so going to win."

"We’ll see about that." Yesung smirked crouching over to the PS2 and popping in a game.

"What game are we playing anyways?"

"You’ll see."

Eunhyuk paled at hearing Yesung’s words. "Cheater! You’re picking a game that you’re good at aren’t you?" Eunhyuk said pointing a finger at Yesung.

"It’s rude to point and besides I’m not cheating. You never asked me what game we were playing anyways."

"Yeah but tha- hey wait! Where are the other members?"

"Huh? Oh yeah. Heechul and Kangin went over to DBSK’s dorm. Shindong and Leeteuk went over to help SHINee in their dorm because Jonghyun, Onew and Taemin are sick. Sungmin got a call from Leeteuk to bring over our first aid kit and medicine box. He just left a while ago and Bummie is still asleep in his room."

"Oh. I hope SHINee members are okay."

"Leeteuk said that they’re going to be fine."

"I bet you he’s happy."


"He gets to baby 3 sick people and will probably talk to Key and compare notes on being the band umma."

"Hahahahaha that’s true."

"Anyways, let’s start."Eunhyuk said from his seat on the floor.

"You’re on." Yesung said, handing Eunhyuk his controller and taking a seat beside the younger boy on the floor closer to the entranceway.

It was a good thing Kibum’s room was located at the very end of the dorm on the other side because the living room was very loud. The sounds of buttons being pushed like mad, shouts coming from the challengers, trash talking each other and their characters, the TV being just as loud and the rain outside pouring down hard.

"You call that a kill? Oh come on! Even Wookie can do better than that!" Yesung mocked Eunhyuk.

"So? I got a kill didn’t I? Besides I wouldn’t be talking Yesungie, you’re just lost a life!" Eunhyuk retorted pressing down on the buttons on the controller really hard, totally abusing it.
"Oh shut it yo-"

~My heart is always beating
always for you.
The reason of my life
everyday the reason of my life
never changed that always draws me over to your love.
I already know that I have it.
Nothing can change my heart for you.
All day long I'm thinking about you and all I can do is to be happy.
Tonight I will also be thinking of you
and will also see you in my dreams.
My best friends tell me
that I can only be happy when I'm closer to you.
My heart gets HOTTER and HOTTER!~

"Yeoboseyo?" asked Yesung still playing the game.

"Yeoboseyo, Yesungie, are you busy right now?"

"Kinda. Why what’s wro-"

Eunhyuk paused the game and waved a hand at Yesung. Yesung smiled at him and nodded his head as thanks. He zone out on his surroundings. Lying on his back on the living room floor he looked out the windows. Turning to lean on his side, his arm resting under his head, Eunhyuk looked out the windows. The rain drops sticking to the window, just sliding down and further down.

My heart is always beating always for you…The reason of my life…your love…Tonight I will also be thinking of you and will also see you in my dreams… always for you… always for you…Stupid song. That’s not helping me forget! It’s making me remember! STUPID SONG!

Eunhyuk closed his eyes really tight and tried to forget the song. It didn’t work. If anything, it made him think even more. Remember even more.

Stupid Yesung! Why’d he have to use that song as his ringtone for? This isn’t helping me one bit! I’m trying to move on but I’m being dragged back into my past! I’m trying to forget the pain. The hope that I was given that turned out to be a lie. The love that I gave unconditionally. My heart that I had given up to that person only for it to be pierced and turned into nothing.

Yesung was talking to Henry on the other line. The young Canadian Violinist was confused on what he should do to get Ryeowook to notice that he love him more than a hyung. After he had controlled the hamster cheeks down, and given his input on what Henry should do, Yesung turned his attention back to Eunhyuk. He was lying on his side, facing the other way. Yesung quickly consoled Henry before hanging up and continued to look at Eunhyuk. What could be bothering him? Deciding to do something about his curiosity Yesung made a bold move and slapped Eunhyuk’s butt really hard.

"AHHHHHHH!!! OWW! THAT HURT YESUNG!" Eunhyuk shouted at Yesung now sitting upright and rubbing his sore bottom.

"Sorry but you were ignoring me."

"You were talking on the phone and that still doesn’t give you an excuse to slap me."

"Sorry but you just seemed so out of it."

"I was not."

"You suck as a liar you know that."

"I do not."

"There you go again. Tell me what’s bugging you." Yesung said moving closer to the younger male.

"Nothing." Eunhyuk replied grabbing his remote and continued to play the game of where they left off.

Yesung sighed. Didn’t Eunhyuk trust him with his problem? Didn’t Eunhyuk care at all that Yesung is really worried about his dongsaeng? Didn’t he know that Yesung is willing to listen and try to help to the best of his abilities? Apparently Eunhyuk didn’t because he continued to play. Focusing his attention on the game and not saying a word about anything.

Yesung took his own controller and started to play. There was nothing he can do if Eunhyuk wasn’t willing to say anything. He could try to force it out of the younger male but that could only make things worse.

Even though Yesung had chosen a game that he was good at it was a surprise that Yesung had actually won against Eunhyuk. Yesung was happy that he didn’t have to do the dishes but Eunhyuk looked like he hadn’t even noticed that he lost the game. He just looked lost in his own world. More like lost in this world and trying to escape his own.

Yesung carefully took the controller out of Eunhyuk’s hand and turned off the PS2 and TV and put the controllers neatly back in the basket besides the games. Getting up, Yesung went into the kitchen and started to do the dishes. Even though he had won against Eunhyuk, right now if he were to get Eunhyuk to snap out of his trance and make him do the dishes then he’d be a mean hyung.

Eunhyuk had seen the words on the screen. Game over. He read it and read it again and again until Yesung turned off the TV and PS2. He had lost but he couldn’t process the fact that he did. He had lost. Of all the times to lose he loses now. Eunhyuk smiled a bitter smile. He had lost again. Game over.

Comments are welcomed~♥
Tags: !fanfiction, character: eunhyuk, group: super junior, pairing: eunhyuk x sungmin, pairing: kibum x eunhyuk, pairing: leeteuk x eunhyuk, pairing: shindong x eunhyuk, pairing: yesung x eunhyuk
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