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[FIC] In and Out of Love Chapter 3

Title: In and Out of Love
Chapter Title: Too Many Possibilities and Not Enough Love
Author: sbluesnow
Group(s): Super Junior
Main: Archive
Pairing(s): Kyuhyun x Eunhyuk, Zhou mi x Eunhyuk
Chapter(s): 3/4
Summary: If you believe that the person you love truly loves you, they’ll always come back.
Dedicated to: renichifreak  because she's been waiting for this for a long time.
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Eunhyuk POV

Walking away from you, I’m hoping that you would come after me. To stop me. But you don’t. You sit there and do nothing. You say nothing. Is this really the end Kyuhyun? The end of us? Of what we have? Of our love?

Letting out a sigh, Eunhyuk walked away from the man he loves. The man who he doesn’t want to leave. The man who he wants to come after him. Stepping into Leeteuk's bedroom, Eunhyuk looked around for the leader. He wanted to talk to Leeteuk and see what he thought of this. Looking around the room and seeing no one, Eunhyuk sighed again. No one was present. Not in just the room but his life. No one was their when he needed them. First Kyuhyun and now Leeteuk.

"What are you moping around for?"

Eunhyuk turned around and faced the person talking to him.

"Zhou mi? What are you doing here?"

"Yes it's me. Zhou mi. I’m come by to drop Heechul’s stuff off."

"Stuff?"

"Arm loads of shopping bags."

"Oh." Eunhyuk said, his mouth forming the shape of an 'o'.

"You still haven’t answered my question."

"Huh? What question?"

"Why are you looking so depressed?"

"It’s nothing."

"Eunhyuk shii. I know we're not the closest in the group but I’m always here to lend a ear or a shoulder for you."

"Thanks Mimi." Eunhyuk smiled his signature gummy smile.

Seeing his hyung smile, Zhou mi couldn’t help but smile that bright smile of his.

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"It’s fine. You’re busy."

"No I’m not. I have all the time in the world."

"No you don't."

"Well until Heechul calls me to do something for him."

"More like yell at you to do it."

"Same thing." Zhou mi said, waving his hand and moving into the room to sit on Leeteuk’s bed.

"So what's up with you?"

"Nothing."

"Yah right." Zhou mi snorted.

"I don’t bite you know." he said, patting the empty space next to him on the bed.

"You’re not Heechul."

"Wow you've been bagging on Heechul a lot in the past couple minutes. This is something big!"

"How is it?" Eunhyuk said taking a seat next to Zhou mi.

"You’re talking about Heechul so carelessly, not worrying about what Heechul would do if he found out. He’d kill you and you don’t care. This is something big."

Eunhyuk laughed. "Am I that easy to read?"

"Pretty much."

"Then why can’t he see it?"

"He? You mean Kyuhyun?"

"Yeah."

"See what?"

"Se- wait! How do you know I’m talking about Kyuhyun?"

"The two of you may not be as public about your relationship as HenWook but most of us can see that you're together. Plus in china, Kyuhyun talks about you all the time."

"To the others?"

"More to me since we're roommates and hang out a lot."

"Oh."

"Don’t worry. I don’t like Kyuhyun like that."

"It’s fine. Really."

"What do you mean?"

"If you like him like that. It’s fine with me."

"WHAT?"

"I said th-"

"I heard what you said Eunhyuk. What do you mean that it's fine with you? Are you breaking up with Kyuhyun?"

"I think we're already over."

"Why? How?? When did this happen?"

"Just now."

"Why didn’t you stop it from happening?"

"I did. I gave Kyuhyun a chance to prove to me but he didn’t do anything."

"Prove to you what?"

"That he loves me."

"But he does love you. He tells me that all the time. He rubs it in actually."

"What do you mean?" Eunhyuk asked, tilting his head to the side, not exactly understanding what Zhou mi was saying with his accent.

"Kyuhyun never shuts up about you. He doesn’t go all mushy and act like a puppy in love but it's close. He’s always saying how amazing you are and that you're perfect. What makes you wonderful and how lucky he is to be with you after so long. His love for you, your love for him. He would go on and on at night when we were in china. No offence and all but I get tired of listening to Kyuhyun talk to you. It’s like I have to smack him in the side of his head to get him to stop."

"It’s okay. None taken. What did you mean when you said 'after so long'? Did Kyuhyun say that?"

"Yeah he did. I guess you never knew."

"Knew what?"

"Okay. How long have you guys been together?"

"But that doesn’t answer my question."

"Just answer it Hyuk."

"Fine Mimi."

"Don’t mock me."

Eunhyuk stuck his tongue out at Zhou mi. He was acting childish and he didn’t care. He was having fun picking on Zhou mi.

Zhou mi rolled his eyes. Seriously there was only a week or 2 differences in age but Eunhyuk acted like a 5 year old most of the time.

"How long have you been together?" Zhou mi asked again.

"Unofficially? Official?"

"In total."

"Um, we were dating for 6 months. Then became an official couple for a year."

"So 1 year and 6 months."

"Yeah."

"Well Kyuhyun’s been in love with you for 3 years."

"WHAT?" Now it was Eunhyuk’s turn to be shocked. Three years is a long time.

"Yeah. 3 longs year."

"But that's how long he's been in Super Junior."

"Yup. Super Junior debuted in 2005. He joined in 2006. It’s now 2009. Three years have passed and in those 3 years, Kyuhyun loves you. And he still does. He continues to love you. He only had the courage to do something about it when Super Junior M was created. He didn’t want to risk the chance of something happening while he was away."

"Why didn’t he do something before?"

"Because he knew that you liked someone else. But when he found out he was going to be in china for a long time he had to do something. He couldn’t stand not seeing you. So he took action and asked you out."

"He’s an idiot."

"He is. An idiot in love with another idiot."

"HEY!" Eunhyuk shouted, slapping Zhou mi's arm.

"Why are you hitting me for? It’s true." Zhou mi pouted, massing the spot Eunhyuk hit him.

"How is it true?"

"He’s an idiot for taking so long to do something about his love for you. You’re an idiot for not staying behind and finding out why he is the way he is."

"The way he is?"

"Why he didn’t prove his love for you when you asked him to."

"When I asked him he thought I wanted sex."

"No way! The Kyuhyun I know wouldn’t say that."

"Well he did. I was telling him what I felt in my heart. What I had thought for so long. And in the end he just thinks that I wanted sex."

"Try again. Explain it to him."

"Why? He’ll think the same thing."

"Knock some sense into him. Get him to say what he tells me all the time."

"But I’m not you Zhou mi. I don’t no how to get him to express his feelings for me. He doesn’t say heartfelt words when someone asks him to. He’ll say it but it's just not the same. He does that when he feels like it."

"Then get him to feel. Get him to shower you with the love I know he feels for you."

"You know it but I don’t. I feel like I’m the one giving him everything in this relationship. I always say 'I love you' first and second and third. He’s used those 3 words in a sentence directed at me but not for me to hear. I can see that he cares for me.
Everyone can see that. What I can’t see is his love for me."

"You don’t have to see. Just feel."

"I can’t do that either."

Now Zhou mi was really confused. "Do you not love him anymore?"

"No. I do love him."

"Then how can you not feel?"

"I can feel my love for him. But not his for me."

"Go find him and talk to him."

"What if he doesn’t want to talk to me?"

"Still talk to him. Just get EVERYTHING out in the open."

"What if he doesn’t care?"

"Eunhyuk. You can think of all the what if's in the world but it’s up to you to decide what you want to do. Go after Kyuhyun and live happily ever after or stay here and think of what could be."

"Since when did you become umma like? You’re sounding a lot like Teukie umma."

"More like Geng umma. Siwon’s not exactly the type of person you would go to when you have a crisis. He’d more freak out then help."

"Or go and make you pray with him."

"Exactly. So go! Go find Kyuhyun and talk to him."

"Okay! Going!" Eunhyuk got up from the bed and walked out the door. Turning back he smiled at Zhou mi. "Thanks Mimi."

"No problem monkey."

"NOT A MONKEY!" Eunhyuk screeched, before turning around and going to look for Kyuhyun. He could hear Zhou mi's laughter coming from Leeteuk's room.

Walking into the living room, Eunhyuk didn’t see Kyuhyun anywhere. Kyuhyun wasn’t on the couch like when he had left the room.

Passing by the living room, Donghae saw Eunhyuk just standing there, staring off into space.

"Yo Hyukkie! What’s up?"

"Huh?" turning his head, he saw Donghae smiling at him. "Oh hi, Hae."

"Okayyyyyyyy. What’s wrong?"

"Nothing. Have you seen Kyuhyun?"

"Hyunnie? Dunno. I saw him leave the dorm a little while ago."

"Did he say where?"

"Nope. What’s wrong Hyukkie?"

"Nothing. Thanks Hae." Eunhyuk said, walking towards the foyer.

"Hyukkie?"

"Hmm?" Eunhyuk said slipping on his shoes and not bothering to look up at Donghae.

"It’ll work out."

Eunhyuk lifted his head and smiled at Donghae. "I hope so."

Closing the door behind him, Eunhyuk could only think of one place that Kyuhyun could be. The one place that they shared. Their special space.

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A/N: There! Done! Finally gosh. Next part is the last. Hope you liked it Carey. *is trying to turn this into a happy ending for you*

Comments are welcomed~♥
 

Tags: !fanfiction, group: super junior, pairing: kyuhyun x eunhyuk, pairing: zhou mi x eunhyuk
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