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[FIC] What's Wrong With Loving You? Chapter 9

Title: What's Wrong With Loving You?
Author: sbluesnow
Group(s): Super Junior, DBSK
Main: Series Archive | One-Shots Archive
Pairing(s): Changmin x Yesung
Chapter Focus: Eunhyuk, Changmin, Donghae, Yesung, slight Kibum
Chapter(s): 9/?
Summary: With time, the love is hidden and the pain appears. Numerous tears are shed and hearts are broken. As time continues on, they're separated and move on from one another. The wounds get deeper and the hearts crumbles into pieces. Will there be a chance to make amends? To fix what is broken? To heal what is hurt? Time's running out.
Dedicated to: renichifreak  because seriously you haven't read a Changsung fic before? And no I don't mean Changsung from 2PM. I mean Changmin (from DBSK not 2AM) and Yesung (not Sungmin from SuJu).
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Dragging his feet to go back to the hospital after he had gone home to shower and should have stayed home to sleep but didn't, Eunhyuk stared up at the building. He let out a long sigh and walked through the double sliding doors. As much as he felt confused about his feelings for a certain doctor, Changmin is more important. Taking the same seat in front of Changmin's room, Eunhyuk slouched into the seat and leaned back, looking up at the ceiling. There was so much he wanted to change if he could turn back time but a part of him wanted to leave things be so that they'd be the same now.

Does that make me evil? For Changmin to have ended up like this just so I could have met Kibum? Am I a bad brother?

Eunhyuk couldn't make up his mind. Yes he wanted Changmin to not have met Yesung so then he wouldn't be in pain like now but then he wouldn't have possibly fallen for a certain young doctor. Sighing, Eunhyuk closed his eyes, his mind too tired to think about it anymore and his body in dire need of rest.

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"When will you go and see him?"

"When the time is right Hae."

"And when will that be? A year from now? Two years? When you're on your deathbed? Or when he's on his?"

"Shut up Donghae." Yesung said monotonously.

"I know, I know. Don't jinx it but really, depending on his condition, which I will ask Kibum about, he could leave any second. Go see him soon."

"Hmm." Yesung hummed, drinking his coffee.

Donghae sighed and looked away from Yesung. Staring out the window, he didn't know what was going on in his friend's head. He wanted to help but there was no way Yesung was going to go until he felt like it. There's always the 'tell him that Changmin is dying' and make him go see him but once he reaches Changmin's room and sees that he's alive and if Changmin is awake things could only go wrong. From what Kibum had said, Changmin's brother is the first person who's going to give Yesung a beating. Looking at the people on the streets all happy, smiling or at least not looking like their life is crumbling before them, Donghae wonders what happened between Yesung and Changmin. What could have happened to cause so much pain to everyone?

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Changmin was wide awake. He knew that he should be talking to his brother who was outside his door but he was scared to. He knew that once he saw his brother in front of him, with that worried look on his face and open arms to hug him, he'd break down.

He knew he'd end up telling his hyung everything. From the very beginning of his and Yesung's relationship down to the second of the accident before he blacked out. He couldn't tell his hyung any of that. That was the last thing he had left of Yesung. His memories. Their memories together. He had told Kibum that he's giving up and he meant it but a tiny part of him hoped that Yesung would come on his own and surprise him.

His reaction to seeing Yesung again, he wasn't sure. He didn't know if he would be happy or sad to see the older man. For sure he wouldn't be mad though. If anything, Yesung should be mad at him for not meeting him when he initiated the meet up. He wanted to be with Yesung again but he wasn't sure if his heart would be able to take it. To see Yesung again in the flesh instead of his mind. To have Yesung close to him again. Right now, just thinking about him and the pain that he feels tires his heart out. It's one of the main reasons why he has many random seizures and panic attacks. His heart isn't able to take all that pain.

Once he sees Yesung again, if he ever does, he hopes that he stay awake and not go into a deep sleep. Without Yesung around and only in his mind, he hasn't sleep for longer than a week. Seeing Yesung in front of him and with what Kibum had said about his state of mind, there's a high possibility that his heart won't be able to take it. This time he might sleep forever.

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A/N: It's short but just wanted to give you snip bits of what each person is thinking.

Comments are welcomed~♥
Tags: !fanfiction, group: dbsk, group: super junior, pairing: changmin x eunhyuk, pairing: changmin x yesung, pairing: kibum x eunhyuk, pairing: yesung x donghae
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