sbluesnow (sbluesnow) wrote in sblue_snow,

[FIC] Kiss Goodbye

Title: Kiss Goodbye
Author: sbluesnow
Main: Series Archive | One-Shots Archive
Pairing(s): Kibum x Changmin
Chapter(s): One-Shot
Summary: "I'll kiss you if that's the last thing I do." You'd never thought that'd be true.


The music stops. The voices disappear. The colors fade. The surroundings go black.

But there you are.

In the middle of the room looking at your feet then looking around you and looking past me. Like I don't exist.

Do I really don't exist to you?

I take a step forward. The back of my heels clicks on the floor. The sound is loud. It echoes in the empty room. I walk to you until I’m right in front of you.

You’re facing me but you're not looking at me. You’re looking through me.

I look into your eyes and I can see my reflection. It’s clear as crystal but you still don't react.

I lift my hand up slowly like the little movement is draining all my energy. My fingertips touch your cheek and the palm of my hand gently lies against your cheek.

Changmin. I call out but you don't react.

I can feel my eyes prickling. The tears are blurring my vision but I can still see myself in your eyes. I want to hold you but I’m scared.

I’m scared of what will happen if you wake up from your trance. I’m scared that you'll push me away. I’m scared that you'll say the words I fear. I’m scared you'll say you love her. I’m scared you'll say that I’ve meant nothing to you when you mean everything to me.

I’m scared but I want to find out.

Pulling my hand away, I take a deep breath and search your eyes for any emotion that you may have for me. I see none and my heart hurts all the more but that doesn't stop me from what I’m going to do next.

Hesitantly raising my arms, I ready myself for your rejection. Lunging myself at you, I throw my arms around your neck. My body crashes into you but I’m falling. My arms go through you just like my body does.

You’re standing still with your back facing me as I fall to the ground, face first. I land on the cold hard ground soundlessly and it doesn't hurt. I don't feel it. Before I can even let out a broken cry, I can feel myself disappearing.

I’ll never get my answer and I’ll regret not knowing but the way we parted is okay. My body crashed through yours and our lips touched.

It was brief but it's still a kiss.

Like in every tragic romance story, those in love share a kiss before they die. This time, the love may have been one-sided but I got my kiss from you before I leave this world.


I say with what's left of me before I close my eyes and let the light consume me.


A/N: Spur of the moment thing. I got hit with the inspiration and wrote it in one go.

Comments are welcomed~♥
Tags: !fanfiction, group: dbsk, group: super junior, pairing: kibum x changmin
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