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[FIC] the unknown

Title: The unknown
Author: sbluesnow
Main: Series Archive | One-Shots Archive
Pairing(s): Changmin x Junsu
Chapter(s): Oneshot
Summary: Who am I to you? What am I to you? How do you feel around me? There are endless numbers of questions to how a person feels about another. There isn't always an answer though.

-x-

Friends are friends.
Lovers are lovers.
Brothers are brothers.

They're nothing more, they're nothing less.

That's the way it should be.

It doesn't have to be any more complicated than that but it is.

We're friends but not quite. We're more but not close as lovers. We're brothers but not by blood.

What is our relationship? That's what I want to know.


I could just straight out and ask you but wouldn't that be weird for me to randomly go up to you and ask you, "What's our relationship?"

You'd more than likely be shocked at first, and then once the words have sunk you, you'd smile nervously and make an excuse to leave immediately. I can picture it already.

"Hyung?" The duck butt of DBSK turned around and looked questioningly at the magnae.

"Yeah Minnie?"

"What's our relationship?" Changmin asked with a perfect poker face. He showed no emotions to Junsu.

"Huh?" Junsu's eyes widened and his mouth hung open.

"What's our relationship?" Changmin repeated. He really wanted to know the answer. It's been bugging him for a while.

"Um, our relationship? Um, oh would you look at the time. It's late and I had to meet with Jaejoong 10 minutes ago. Bye Minnie." Junsu waved and dashed off. It was as if it was an anime. Junsu had disappeared off into the distance and twinkled like a star.


Changmin sighed and leaned his head back. He looked up at the ceiling from the couch. He knew that before he'd even get a chance to explain to Junsu in detail of what he meant and wanted to know, the man would avoid him like the plague and cling onto the other members. Or he'd tell Eunhyuk or his twin brother Junho which would eventually get around (mostly spread through the Super Junior family) and he'd have an earful of it later from the leader.

Is it wrong to want to know? Is it wrong to question?

It isn't. It's just a matter of what you're asking.

Changmin really wants to know but he doubts he'll get the answer he's looking for. He can try but to risk losing someone as important as Junsu in his life is not worth it. He'll have to take it one piece at a time. Just like a giant jigsaw puzzle. There are thousands of tiny pieces. He'll have to put each piece together (what they do together, what they say to one another, what they do for each other, what they do to each other and how they treat one another) and find out what the image is.

Then he'll know his answer.

This puzzle can take months, years, decades, or a lifetime, or two if he's lucky.

It's a puzzle he'll finish till the end.

-x-

A/N: Second time writing Minsu! Yay!

Comments are welcomed~♥
Tags: !fanfiction, group: dbsk, pairing: changmin x junsu
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